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Club
Drug Rehab Becomes Priceless
A Composite Life Story
“Going
out to a club for the first time and getting
high, dancing to great music and finding
a place that has so many beautiful girls
that want to dance and talk with me. Fantastic.
Finding out who the regulars are, which
girls are new to it, who sells the best
stuff, who sells the junk, and realizing
that my dreams can come true! Fun/exciting!
Life is good, even if my GPA went from a
3.3 to a 1.6. I feel more confident and
am much more experienced then I was six
months ago.
Finally finished school, working at a job
and I have my own place to live. I finally
have the freedom to do whatever I want to
do. It is true that some of the people at
the clubs are total jerks, they will rip
you off in a heartbeat and some are just
creepy roofie predators. All they want to
do is find naive girls, drug them, put them
in their car, and take them to who knows
where to do who knows what. Others sell
you junk and others well I just always seem
to owe them. Hey, what can you do they’re
connected to the club, gangs, cartels, mob
you know what I mean. What can I do about
it? I do not want to end up dead. Besides
many people there really like me, even the
rip-offs and predators.
The only
down side is now that I pay my own bills,
it is sometimes hard to have enough cash
for the clubs. Some nights I can sell a
little and turn a profit to get me through.
The most fearful sight I ever saw was the
blue lights in my rearview mirror. It is
amazing how just that one thing (DUI Driving
under the influence) affected my life. I
lost my license; it added 1 1/2 to 2 hours
to commute to work using mass transit. Now
I have to depend on my friends and taxis
to get to and from the clubs.
In addition, it is so much harder to get
a girl to come home with you when you do
not have your own car. It can be a little
embarrassing explaining to the cab driver
that it is all right, I am just taking her
home to sleep it off. All I am really thinking
about is that any minute she just might
tell the cab driver she does not even know
who I am and that she does not live at this
address. Or maybe she will say to the cab
driver "What am I doing here? Please
help me!" I guess I just highlighted
what I have become, an abuser of both drugs
and women. Now that I look back on it, the
club drug lifestyle has lead to a long chain
of embarrassing, self centered, stupid and
mean acts.
Public
urination, hey, it is not as if I have a
prostate problem or overactive bladder,
I was completely oblivious, not a clue where
and what I was doing.
Vomiting on the dance floor, public toilets,
alley, out the car window (messy and smelly),
learning my lesson and opening the car door
to vomit. It is not that I can remember
all of my hurling episodes; it is simply
that people have told me days and months
later about them (what a rep).
Getting into a fight because I sold some
bad stuff.
Having relapses of guilt because I might
have been the one to sell my friend some
ketamine the night he was killed driving
home.
Having a girl tell me that I gave her an
STD (sexually transmitted disease) which
sent me off to the doctor quickly. Then
getting the results back that I did not
have any STDs. However thinking for those
few days that I did have an STD made me
realize that the club drug lifestyle, next
to prostitution, is probably the surest
way to catch an STD.
Almost losing my job because I kept over
sleeping, coming to work late, and calling
in sick due to the lack of sleep the previous
night.
Almost going to jail for possession with
intent to sell.
Then there was the constant problem of collecting
money from people that owed and getting
money to pay those I owed.
Even with
this litany of demeaning and dangerous behavior,
all I could think about was getting high
and getting women.
As time
went on two things started to happen more
frequently. 1) I would get tired and bored
with it all and 2) I saw the odds of my
life turning very tragic mounting against
me. The high was not the same and the women
I was with never amounted to anything due
to what I had become.
I
figured so far I have been very lucky because
by now I have not gone to prison, been killed
in an accident or murdered by dealers, lost
my job or caught STDs. Since it was not
the first time I had come to this conclusion
I decided to do it the right way. Therefore,
I went to a drug rehabilitation center.
There they had the people I could relate
to who had the answers and the resources
to change my lifestyle so I would not fall
back into the vicious club drug lifestyle
cycle again.
At
first, it was the fear of going back to
my old ways that keep me on the straight
and narrow but once I started feeling comfortable
with my new life, I started to become interested
in new things and new people. With help
and some resources, I could have a very
satisfying and happy life. But that is not
what made the club drug rehabilitation priceless.
That came later on. When I met the love
of my life and learned when two people give
to each other selflessly the desire for
each other grows and grows incredibly strong.
I have had children who have been thoughtful
of others, made the right decisions, worked
very hard, and become successful. While
there are other things that fill my life,
it is my family that has made me see that
the club
drug rehab was priceless”.
If you or
someone you know has a problem with club
drugs please contact
us. We’re here to help.
Call us at 1 (800) 626-1980 or request more
information.
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